i hate this part right here :(

i am sad..

so sad..

not just because me and andrey had a misunderstanding..

but also because of everything that has been happening.. :(

i am so damn tired..

i feel like a total loser!!!


i suck at everything...

para bang sa lahat ng aspect, talo ako..

sa school..
minsan sa kaibigan..
sa tinitirhan..
minsan din sa lovelife..
sa bahay..

life sucks!!!

haay.. but still everyday i try and try hard to see the good side of things..

buti na lang sa araw araw may nakakain pako..
may natitirhan..
at may nasusuot..

i can't even remember when was the last time i had a good laugh with my goiod friends..

i am always tired and when i find time to spend with some people i love they end up in a fight of a bad day..

gets mo?

i am out of friends..

i mean old ones..

they are now long gone..

but whenever i think of the new and better ones..

i am never sad..

i don't know what to do..

my mind is a mess..

i am soo tired but i don't want to give up..

i want to be free but i can't see a chance to let go..

i want to do better but why are they holdong me back?!!

emote mode.. :(