Monday, September 1, 2008

29 days to go.. and i feel like a total mess!!

it's the first day of the month of september.. and today.. i feel like a total mess!
what's happening to me? or what's happening to the world? how did it start? when did it start?
i have a midterm exam tomorrow and i just found out about it today! what the fuck is going on?!
life is just so full of surprises..
it's the first month and i feel that i broke.. problems are just popping out of nowhere!
shit! my heart is breaking.. not because i'm broken hearted.. but because i don't know what to think about the people i used to care about.. right now.. i just want to cry.. i miss the people i used to trust my life with.. i miss the people who would never think bad about me.. where are they now? have i done something wrong to make them feel bad? i don't know.. my mind is totally blank..
well.. maybe.. tomorrow it may change..

so much for being such a total loser..

like what i have said.. i have a midterm exam tomorrow.. and i am not prepared.. 7:30 am tomorrow.. wtf!!! shit! i hate english!!

like what i said also earlier.. it's the first day of the month! and it's already -BER month... and on tv shows i already heard playing of christmas songs.. yeah.. you hear me right.. it's almost 115 days before the holidays and everybody's just so excited for it to come.. i mean.. yeah.. christmas is fun.. gifts.. the season of giving.. of loving.. etc.. and the food! gosh! my favorite part.. and the get-togethers.. well that's christmas.. and everybody's just so excited.. except me.. what?! me?! well.. i have my reasons.. maybe i could find new reasons to like the season.. we'll just see..

i have to go now and study.. i'll just have to write another time..


i wanna go home.. :(

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