i just realized how much i missed home..

well.. i'm actually back on my table in my room here back home..

it's actually nice to be back..

i've seen familiar faces in church this morning.. when i had my confirmation.. i saw the kids who were the classmates of my nephews and niece before.. it's been 4 years since i saw them.. and i was amazed on how big they are right now.. shocks! their big guys and almost ladies already..

and that makes me what? old?! what?!!!!

it reminds me.. 24 days to go..

it seems so far.. yet i could feel it fast approaching.. next year would be my 18th birthday.. and then on 2010 i could officially vote!

how cool is that?! i mean i could get to choose freely who i want to get elected.. nice.. it feels like you area real adult.. but sometimes i miss childhood.. and hate adults stuff.. well.. we all have to grow.. :)

i am much happy now..

not that i am fine with my failing midterm score in math..

but i just realized how many people really do care about me..

and they are more important than the so-called friends i have right now..

but one thing is for sure..

i will never be alone..

right now.. i am missing someone terribly!

gosh! i miss you!! i guess we will not be seeing each other for two days!

it's like hell! (like i have ever been to hell)..

but.. i know.. you think about me somehow..


grrr... i hate how complicated things are between the two of us..

well.. hear my heart.. i wish someday i could give it to you.. and you could give yours too..

gosh! am i having a love life here?

hmmmmmmmmmm............................................

maybe..

tomorrow will be a day full of food! i love food!

it's my aunt's birthday.. she's already 61 but she looks young.. in fairness to her..

well.. just like a line i just saw from the tv..


IT FEELS GOOD TO BE BACK!!!