Thursday, September 4, 2008

i just want to go home where i actually belong to

i feel sick and i want to go home..

or maybe anywhere..


anywhere where i couldn't see them..

and be with the people who cares the most..


i am failing..


at some point in my life i always feel that even if i have tried to do everything just to achieve something..


i always find myself failing..

anyways..

thanks for that hug.. i wanted to cry but i was just for a short time.. thanks for making me feel special even though i am feeling like a mess right now..
thanks for letting me know how much i mean to you in times i don't even know what's my worth..

things are a bit complicated right now.. but you are still there..

for a short period of time.. i am got to know you in your deepest desires and your dreams..
thanks for sharing those with me..

and i will always appreciate even the little things you are doing for me..

i wish you were here.. i wish you are always by my side..

but things are just so complicated right now..

but thanks anyway...

thanks.. for even just a little time in my day you make me happy in ways you couldn't see..

now.. i want to cry...........................
(why am i so emotional these past few days?)

i wish i could know what's really wrong.. help.. i need help.. i am now sinking through the darkness.. :(

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