what makes me cry.. :(

what makes a person cry? there are many things.. others claim that they are a "cry baby".. but me? i don't know.. other would think that crying is just the bravest thing to do.. but for me.. why cry when all you have to do is stand up and fight.. well i am still a "normal" person.. so i also cry.. well.. here are the things that makes me cry..

1. anything that is about Family..
- i don't know.. but anything that is related to Family i always cry.. or get teary-eyed.. well i think it's just normal

2. a broken heart
- anybody cries for a broken heart.. and mostly it is because of lost love.. being taken for granted by someone you really care about.. it really is a pain.. and most of the times i cry myself to sleep whenever my heart is broken.. there was a time i fell in love with someone who was committed to someone else.. at that time, i was committed too.. but because i loved him so much more than anybody, i broke some rules and broke someone's heart.. i risked anything i had to risk.. thinking he would do the same for me.. but one day... one painful day.. he just left.. and never came back.. since that day, every night.. i would cry watching romantic series on the t.v... and cry while listening to love songs.. for almost a year i have been suffering.. but.. it was just after 2 years that we've seen each other again.. and told me everything.. it was dreadful.. the experience was dreadful.. everything after that became dreadful.. but i didn't have a choice but to move on..

3. losing a friend
- friends are the most important people in my life aside from loved ones.. and when i lose one special friend.. a best friend.. i wouldn't know what to do.. i hate losing such treasures..

4. hurting someone else..
- breaking up would be one good example of this.. there's just no easy way to break somebody's heart.. when i break up there are just two possible reasons.. (1) it's because something's absolutely wrong or (2) i just have to do it.. it would be the hardest thing i'll ever have to do.. another example is when you don't mean to hurt a loved one.. it is a pain too.. though you didn't mean to do it.. but still it hurts..

5. feeling tired and almost wants to give up
- i feel this when i am tired doing work in school or in some place.. there are also times that i become emotionally tired.. tired of trying to understand trying to do the right things.. etc..

well these are just the major things that makes me cry.. well it's ok to cry for a while.. but we all have to remember to fight for what we want and what we deserve.. not just dwell on the things that we didn't have..