i hate this part right here :(

i am sad..

so sad..

not just because me and andrey had a misunderstanding..

but also because of everything that has been happening.. :(

i am so damn tired..

i feel like a total loser!!!


i suck at everything...

para bang sa lahat ng aspect, talo ako..

sa school..
minsan sa kaibigan..
sa tinitirhan..
minsan din sa lovelife..
sa bahay..

life sucks!!!

haay.. but still everyday i try and try hard to see the good side of things..

buti na lang sa araw araw may nakakain pako..
may natitirhan..
at may nasusuot..

i can't even remember when was the last time i had a good laugh with my goiod friends..

i am always tired and when i find time to spend with some people i love they end up in a fight of a bad day..

gets mo?

i am out of friends..

i mean old ones..

they are now long gone..

but whenever i think of the new and better ones..

i am never sad..

i don't know what to do..

my mind is a mess..

i am soo tired but i don't want to give up..

i want to be free but i can't see a chance to let go..

i want to do better but why are they holdong me back?!!

emote mode.. :(

LEFT for DEAD!!!! woohhooo!!!!

i am totally addicted to this game..

kung ang iba ay na aadik sa mga laro at applications sa facebook o di naman kaya dotA.. ag trip ko ngayon ay pagpapatayin ang mga zombies!!!

haha!!!



these are the zombies na papatayin mo..
they run and can eat you!!!




these are the characters in the game..

can you imagine yourself trap with zombies coming after you?!!


try this game now!!!!



:)

hays..

mom told me we are having financial problems at the moment..

i hate myself for being so gastador!!!

i want to find a job.. a job i would love to do..

like teaching? or tutoring?

i just need it badly these days..

sinong may alam?

i want to tutor high school students lang naman..

:(

haays..

i'm not new in facing financial problems since nagka problema din naman kami ng ganito dato when we were staying in manila pa..

but now na i'm grown up na.. i want to help my mom sa pag finance sa skuling ko..

haayss...


i hate money..

i don't know why people love it so much..

sino bang nag imbento ng pera?

maybe he is a greedy person..

lahat na ng bagay ngayon nabibili na ng pera..

kamusta naman yon?!!!

even dignity and pride..

kahit honesty nabibili na!

akala ko dati trust lang ang nabibili..

pero kahit virginity nabibili na rin!!!

and it's all because of money..

MONEY makes the world go around..

it's so sad to think that everyting happens because of money..

lahat nangyayari at pwedeng mangyari dahil lang sa pera..

pwede kang magpapatay ng tao o kaya naman gumawa ng tao para lang sa pera..

haay..

pero masarap naman talaga ang buhay diba pag masaya ka na tapos marami ka pang pera!!


ang buhay nga naman.. hays..

help naman!

bigyan niyo ko ng trabaho!!!

busy busy busy

gosh! i haven't realized that i didn't have any entry last june!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so damn busy...

i am always tired pag galing sa school..

i hate and i love school all at the same time..

i hate my ENGLISH 4 teacher.. i hate her soooooooooo much!!!!!!!

i am so unlucky when it comes to teachers this sem.. buti na lang tapos na ako sa physics 31 ko and i had a nice teacher noong summer.. hays!!

i have a class everyday as in monday to friday!!

i envy come people who don't have classes on monday.. hmmp!!!

i always have a 7:30 am class and i can't have the chance to eat lunch on time..

urgh!! so malas!!

i only have 20 units and i am so malas!!!

but anyway.. so much with my kamalasan this start of the sem..

i am trying real hard to get good grades this time since i only have 20 units on hand..

but i totaly dislike some of my teachers! what am i to do?

help!!